Vlogger Cushane Cartel better known as CMR is adjusting to life being away from his family, “it’s not what i use to” he said in his most recent vlog published Sunday evening as he talks on his current predicament that’s causing him to go through depressing days.
The vlog was titled, “How My days Are Of Lately”.
After taking his car to the car wash and heading to the gym, he recounts his grandmother passing recently plus other things that are bothering him, “a lot a other things that i wont speak on right now but it’s kinda depressing fi mi yuh know, but just a gwaan wul it still.”
He continued, “Mi a soldier yuh zeet, born fi be strong, suh that me a duh,” he stated before smiling and detailing his plans for the day. “Mi day start out depressing, hopeful it get better,” he also outlined.
Notably, while at the car wash, he joked about his wife Crissy loving to clean cars when they are dirty and her method for cleaning the mirrors, seemingly alluding to there being no bad blood between the two who are going through a rocky time in their marriage.
As per Carter, he is yet to process the death of his grandmother and he’s not sure if he will be able to make it to the funeral in Jamaica.
In the vlog, he promised viewers to be transparent about his current activities and thoughts. He also asked viewers to comment on how they cope with depression as he seeks different ways to get his mind off the current predicament he’s going through.
To top the vlog off CMR shows scenes from what appears to be a gospel/church event with himself singing praises to God.
See CMR’s vlog below:
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