konshens Opens Up About Losing his Wife and Suicide Thoughts
Dancehall star Konshens is now feeling less of a man and more like a “bwoy” according to his latest post online. The Gal A Bubble deejay opened up about having suicidal thoughts since his brother’s death and now his current break down after losing his wife.
Konshens wrote the following earlier today apparently while in Dubai “You will wake up and grow up when she already gone. all she did was – Bring me the greatest happiness only rivaled by mi kids births. – stick by me no matter what and who going against me – Stop me from kill miself COUNTLESS times after mi bredda drop out an mi get fucking unstable. And counsel me when the world a come down pan mi. – Put up with Countless fuckery and handle it all with class and maintain respect and protect me image. – Love mi daughter like she is yours and grow her into a Lady. – Transform my mindset financially and show me seh the way i was handling money all those years was totally wrong. – Match me perfectly spiritually and physically – Partner with me in business and LIFE.”
Konshens who gives himself full blame also said “ME STILL FIND SO MANY WAYS FI MEK THIS FUCK UP. This is what happen when a likkle Jack get a QUEEN. This is a message to all men, step outa uself an look pan u life, look wat really important and dont mek Jah tek back him blessing. Mi no wah no sympathy, and yes i had to post this because a yasso mi vent mi have few frenz but none a mi fren dem nah go say “big pussy yuh nuh see seh yuh a fuck up yuh life”. Jus like how we nuh grow fi talk bout feelings an me did affi lose mi bredda fi know seh man have feelings, same suh we grow as womanizer and big likkle bwoy weh feel like money inna pocket is all,and think SELF SELF SELF and try mek up fi it by being great in other areas, anno suh it work. Yah go lose an lose BIG.”
He did not stop there, Konshens stated “Thank you very much @__latts__ best years of my life. Sorry me fuck it up.
Mi aggo fix miself as a person and fix mi head to. And no matter where you go in life im going to be a call away watching and hoping you find real happiness wid sum1 deserving but i will be ready and waiting if u ever call.
To all ladies i am NOT available and i dont want Nobody at all. Mi nah go depress unnu timeline mi jus a say dis publicly so everybody know wah kinda clown unnu deh yah a support an suh any man weh a clown demself can wise the fuck up now.”
In closing Konshens wrote “Me aggo focus pan mi music an mi carreer, drop mi song dem an do mi work an go hard, focus pan mi kids and mi mental health and growth as a man an loww out bwoy life.”
He also wrote this caption online a couple of days ago “What if you are the toxic one all along? Whos bad energy u gonna cut off in 2020?”.
Many fellow dancehall stars have shown support to the deejay in the comments and telling him he’s doing the right thing.
It’s unclear if the two are on a path to divorce however it appears that way.
Latoya, Konshens’ wife months ago said, she wants everyone to know Konshens actions has nothing to do with her. Distancing her self from the dancehall super star.
She wrote these words on Instagram, “I am single so it doesn’t matter what @Konshens does with his life has nothing to do with me, I am not into advertising my personal business online, but I want everyone to know this, so that when he starts with his single man acts then ya’ll know that he is single and it is ok for him to act however he pleases. This post is not coming from a place of anger.”
The couple recently had a cute son, Liam, and they were looking happy. They even had a lovely photo of the happy family on social media. They were clearly having a good time when they were together in their car and Latoya even got out of the car and removed a barrier for him.
There are some persons who are wondering if this is a publicity stunt, he is putting out new music and wants to get some extra attention. Is there real problems in the marriage? If this is so what is happening?