Konshens gets emotional about “Delus” death in “Days of Our Lives”… See Lyrics

VERSE 1
Two hours later I’ll be lying on the glossy floor, glossy floor
Talk to myself and forgot , now there’s nothing more….x2
Left foot, foot by ,one step , next day I’ll be alright one day or one or the other
They tell me I’ll be fine, but I’m not sure

CHORUS
I’m so down, down, down, been so down down
You’re not around, your not around no more
I’m so down, down, down, so stop, so down down down
I’m so down, down, down, been so down down

VERSE 2
Mi wake before the sun, couldn’t tell yu wen mi drop a sleep
Lean up mi bed right ya now de ting tap a street
People seh mi need to slow down, but mi gas pedal stuck
An mi brakes cable cut, so mi crush de road, road buck
Wen mi touch de road,road buk , wen mi touch de road
Tink bout mi pickni dem, money mi need a truck load
everybody eye green like dem have in contact
So mi affi go fe mine, action tap chat
One pap a neva dat automatic beating, talk to God so much
I’m like a walking prayer meeting
Life is a game it no fictional, a real ting
But everytime mi try fi play fair, mi end up cheating
Caan sleep, sleeping pills na work
De pan de road although mi tired an no waan work
Put in de hard work, every day man affi gone work
But what else is there, life can’t be all work

All the days of my life, all the days yeah

VERSE 2
Dog wa mek yu cut, yu cudn stay likkle long fa
Right wen wi a get ready fi live de life wa wi a work hard fa
See it a come ya, a dis we wen de work hard so long fa
But yu jus lef mi wid a big question sign an no ansa
Sometime mi try tuff it out, gwaan like soldja an gangsta
Sometime mi vex wid yu dawg, yu lef mi heart full a anga
But mos a de time mi jus cry, cause mi missing yu
Wish mi cuda get a second chance fi walk wid yu
Yu shudn lef mi side dawg an mi shudn mek yu lef needa star
Memba we no grow fi grow fi cry to people wen time hard
A no our style dat Breda An mi kno se a no material tings yu de shorta
People jus a chat wa dem no kno, jus sorry se mi neva lend de ear way u de call fa
Jus somebody fi talk to. An every time mi se yu dawta, mi eye full a wata
Nuf time mi feel like tek a run too, nuf time mi sidung and tek a hard look at mi gun too
fi se de mirror an se a enemy, mi no reach a coke yet , but mi drown mi self ina Henesy
Da depression ting ya a fu…ery dawg, nuf people se de smiley face an no know se it f..cking hard
Everybody jus a chat wa dem no know. An mi a fight fi likkle people who a pray fi mi fi go low
But yu know mi tell myself se mi no av no enemy ,a de people wa a depend pan mi alone a get mi energy
Depression mek yu get a early out, but somehow mi affi figa it out ..Mi na stop lif up yu legacy

CHORUS
I’m so down, down, down, been so down down
You’re not around, your not around no more
I’m so down, down, down, so stop, so down down down
I’m so down, down, down, been so down down

VERSE 3
Begging for a piece of light in the darkness
I don’t sleep at nights, searching for a reason not to do this
Baby I still get high, I’ve been hurting myself
Trying to take away the pain, from the inside
I don’t sleep at nights, searching for a reason not to go there
I don’t stop bleeding, I don’t stop bleeding

My heart won’t stop bleeding, take that new reason, I don’t stop bleeding
I’m still here breathing, you’re gone and I still need you
I’m still breathing, you’re gone and I still grieve you
I’m still here breathing, you’re gone and I still see you
I’m still down, down, down, I’m so down down
Try to pray, but I don’t know if I can pray no more
I’m so down down down, I’m so down down down

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